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i did brain creative test from art institute of vancouver... below is the result....hmmm.....yeah!all exact n pointed!im really satisfied..hehe..do trying babes!

Left Brain Right Brain
55% 45%

You are more left-brained than right-brained. Your left brain controls the right side of your body. In addition to being known as left-brained, you are also known as a critical thinker who uses logic and sense to collect information. You are able to retain this information through the use of numbers, words, and symbols. You usually only see parts of the "whole" picture, but this is what guides you step-by-step in a logical manner to your conclusion. Concise words, numerical and written formulas and technological systems are often forms of expression for you. Some occupations usually held by a left-brained person include a lab scientist, banker, judge, lawyer, mathematician, librarian, and skating judge.

Your complete evaluation follows below:

Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:

Your Left Brain Percentages

67% Verbal (Your most dominant characteristic)
50% Logical
48% Sequential
32% Linear
27% Reality-based
17% Symbolic (Your least dominant characteristic)

Your Right Brain Percentages

55% Concrete (Your most dominant characteristic)
39% Intuitive
36% Holistic
36% Fantasy-oriented
32% Nonverbal
23% Random (Your least dominant characteristic)

What Do These Percentages Mean?
Low percentages are common in the Brain Type Test and are not indicative of intelligence. Instead, medium to high scores (30 - 50%) are desireable, as they show an ability to utilize a processing method without an abnormal reliance on it. Special focus should be paid to highly dominant (50% or above) or highly recessive (0 - 30%) methods, as they tend to limit your approach when learning, memorizing, or solving problems.

If you have Highly Dominant characteristics, your normal thinking patterns will naturally utilize these methods. Conscious effort is required to recognize the benefits of other techniques. Using multiple forms of information processing is the best way to fully understand complex issues and become a balanced thinker.

If you have Highly Recessive characteristics, your normal thinking patterns naturally ignore these methods. You may only consider these under-utilized techniques when "all else fails," or possibly not at all. It is important to recognize the benefits of all of your brain's capabilities in order to become a balanced thinker.

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Left Brain Categories

Verbal Processing
Verbal processing is a method used by the left hemisphere to process our thoughts and ideas with words. For example, through verbal processing, a left-brained person giving directions may say, "From this point continue east for two miles and turn north onto Bellevue Road. Continue north on Bellevue Road for seven miles and turn west on Main Street". With verbal processing, exact, logical directions are given in a very sequential manner compared to a right-brained person who, in giving the same directions, would use more visual landmarks.

Your Verbal Analysis

You are a highly verbal person. Using this method you process your thoughts and ideas with words. You use exact, technical logic for the descriptions of your thoughts and seldom use illustrations. If giving directions, you would say, "Continue two miles east on Court Street and turn north onto Jefferson Street" because, to you, this is the clearest way to get the information across.

Logical Processing
Logical processing is a method that is used by the left hemisphere to take information piece by piece and put it all together to form a logical answer. When information is received through reading or listening, the left hemisphere will look for different bits of information that will allow it to produce a logical conclusion. This aspect of the left hemisphere is what aids you in solving math problems and science experiments.

Your Logical Analysis

When processing information using this method, you may consider the information before you and produce a logical answer, or you may tend to go with your gut. You may discover that you can "guess" your way through S.A.T. questions about as accurately as you can deduce them. It is important that you nurture your ability to use logic whenever it is needed, but do not neglect other methods of processing information if you hit a logical roadblock.

Sequential Processing
Sequential processing is a method used by the left hemisphere for processing information. The information that is received is processed in order from first to last. Information is processed in a systematic, logical manner. Through sequential processing, you can interpret and produce symbolic information such as language, mathematics, abstraction, and reasoning. This process is used to store memory in a language format. Activities that require sequential processing include spelling, making a "to-do" list, and many aspects of organization.

Your Sequential Analysis

You show moderate ability to organize information sequentially. You are capable of processing information you receive in a systematic, logical order from first to last. However, at times you will process information you receive quite randomly, or may give it only a semblance of order. You are probably an average mathematician and speller, and may or may not enjoy tasks such as making "to-do" lists.

Linear Processing
Linear processing is a method by the left hemisphere to process information. In this process, the left brain takes pieces of information, lines them up, and proceeds to arrange them into an order from which it may draw a conclusion. The information is processed from parts to a whole in a straight, forward, and logical progression.

Your Linear Analysis

When processing information using this method, you will occasionally feel the need to see the "whole picture" before you are able to achieve results. At other times, you are able to piece all of the parts together in a straight and logical progression to form a whole, which then enables you to understand what you have processing. The information, your mood, and your level of comfortable are all factors that determine your response to a linear processing problem.

Reality-based Processing
Reality-based processing is used by the left hemisphere as a method for processing information with a basis on reality. This processing tool focuses on rules and regulations. An example of this would be how a left-brained person would completely understand the repercussions of turning in a late assignment or failing a test. A left-brained person also usually easily adjusts to changes in their environment.

Your Reality-based Analysis

You process information with a basis in reality, but are not limited to it. You may recognize the repercussions of you actions, but proceed to do something anyway, in the heat of the moment. You can complete projects to whice you are emotionally attached as well as random tasks.

Symbolic Processing
Symbolic processing is a method associated with the left hemisphere that is used for processing the information of pictures and symbols. The majority of functions associated with academics involve symbols such as letters, words, and mathematical notations. This process is what aids you to excel in tasks such as linguistics, mathematics, and memorizing vocabulary words and mathematical formulas.

Your Symbolic Analysis

You have difficulty processing the information of symbols, and would rather see the real object in order to understand. You probably hated algebra. For example, if solving a math problem, you need to "draw out" the problem to understand and solve it. You rely on the visualization of real objects instead of their symbols. Tasks such as memorizing vocabulary words or mathematical formulas are more difficult for you.

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Right Brain Categories

Concrete Processing
Concrete processing is a method associated with the right hemisphere that is used for processing things that can be seen or touched. It processes much of the information you receive from real objects. For example, a right-brained person is not just satisfied that a mathematical formula may work, but will want to know why it works. A strongly concrete person often finds it easier to solve a mathematical problem by "drawing it out" because it allows them to visualize it. The more a concrete person can visualize something the easier it is for them to understand it.

Your Concrete Analysis

You are strong in concrete processing. When you process information about things that can be seen or touched you show great comfort. But when contemplating something without concrete form, you may have difficulty, and attempt to understand what is trying to be processed in visual terms. For example, if solving a math problem, it would help you to "draw out" the problem and visualize it. Only after visualization, would you feel comfortable solving it.

Intuitive Processing
Intuitive processing is a method that is used by the right hemisphere to process information based on if it "feels" right or not. For example, a right-brained person may choose an answer on a test because they had a "gut" feeling and often they will be correct. Another example of this is how a right-brained person will know the correct answer to a math problem but will not understand the procedure of how they arrived at the correct answer. A right-brained person will usually have to start with the answer and work their way backwards in order to be able to see and understand the parts and process that create the whole.

Your Intuitive Analysis

When processing information, at times you are able to go with your "gut" instincts. At other times you may doubt your instincts, or prefer to put information together piece by piece to form your conclusion. You should be careful not to ignore your intuition, but at the same time do not solely rely on it.

Holistic Processing
Holistic processing is a method used by the right hemisphere to process information. The information is processed from whole to parts. A right-brained person, through holistic processing, is able to see the big picture first, but not the details that accompany it. A strongly holistic person may often find that prior to listening to a lecture given by an instructor, they must first read the chapter so that they better understand what the lecture is about. This function is also what provides to you your visual spatial skills. It also aids in tasks such as dancing and gymnastics. Through holistic processing, memory is stored in auditory, visual, and spatial modalities.

Your Holistic Analysis

You show some ability to process data holistically, starting with the whole and working backwards to find the parts, which inform the whole, to form your conclusion. When you process information in a linear manner you are able to start with the parts and work up to form the whole. It is important to be comfortable with both methods, as both are equally necessary in the learning process.

Fantasy-oriented Processing
Fantasy-oriented processing is used by the right hemisphere as a method for processing information with creativity. It focuses much less on rules and regulations than the processing method of a left-brained person. Due to the fantasy-oriented processing mechanism of a right-brained person, they do not adjust well to change. Instead of adapting to the change in the environment, a right-brained person attempts to change it back to the way they liked it. But fantasy-oriented processing also provides the advantage of creativity to right-brained individuals, and since emotion is integral of the right side of the brain, anything a fantasy-oriented person becomes involved in emotionally will aid their ability to learn.

Your Fantasy-oriented Analysis

You have the ability to use both creativity and reality to process the information you receive. This is a unique gift that allows you to both focus on rules and regulations but to also act with creativity. You are able to adjusting to change, even though you might not like it, and you can become emotionally involved in your work if it interests you.

Nonverbal Processing
Nonverbal processing is a method used by the right hemisphere to process our thoughts with illustrations. Reliance on this method is why it is occasionally difficult for right-brained people to "find the right words" in certain situations. A right-brained person cannot just read or hear information and process it, but first must make a mental video to better understand the information they have received. For example, through nonverbal processing, a person giving directions may say, "Continue going straight until you see a big, red-brick courthouse. At the courthouse turn right, and go down that street for a couple of miles until you se a gray stone church which will be on your right. Straight across from the church is the road to the left you need to take." With nonverbal processing, the directions that are given are extremely visual compared to the exact, sequential directions that would be given by a left-brained person.

Your Nonverbal Analysis

When processing your thoughts and ideas, you use tend to use both illustrations and words. When giving directions, you probably use both visual illustrations such as, "keep going until you see a McDonalds on your right; then turn left at the Home Depot", and technical terms such as, "travel for two miles and turn east onto First Street."

Random Processing
Random processing is a method used by the right hemisphere for processing information. The information that is received is processed without priority. A right-brained person will usually jump from one task to another due to the random processing by their dominant right hemisphere. Random processing is, of course, the opposite of sequential processing therefore making it difficult for right-brained individuals to choose to learn in sequence. In order to overcome this, a right-brained person may want to attempt to learn sequence by using colors since the right hemisphere is sensitive to color. For example, you may want to associate the first step with green, the second step with blue, and the last step with red. Consistently using the same sequence will allow you to see that this strategy can be applied to many tasks involving sequence.

Your Random Analysis

You tend to not process data randomly, preferring instead to follow a systematic, logical order from first to last. You have difficulty making "leaps of logic" which prevents you from making unique discoveries, or adapt to change during your thinking process.

2009-08-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

Ramadan: A New Muslim Woman's Reflections
By Amirah Bouraba

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For Muslims, it's that time of the year when you have to check out what to buy, so you and your family can eat during the hours of darkness, look at the calendar counting down the days and waiting for the sign of the new moon so you can go and pray your first Tarawih, and seek out that perfect outfit for your little ones to wear on the day of celebration that is Eid. Yes it's Ramadan. And what a wonderful, fruitful, and blessed month it is.
During the years from my first Ramadan and until now (my sixth), my expectations and plans pretty much have changed.
I remember the first time I was planning on using my time and wondering how I was going to survive all day without eating as I have never experienced anything like it in my life.
Before converting to Islam, I thought it was madness. Actually until I read up on it I thought we did not eat at all the whole month, and when I finally realised we ate at night, to be honest my time was mainly spent on getting dinner ready.
However, as the years went on and my Knowledge increased, less and less of my time was actually being spent on the preparation of the feast that would be eaten at the end of the day because honestly people do not eat much during breaking fast meal so as a result a lot of food would normally be left untouched.
I found myself wanting more from Ramadan than just thinking about being hungry. I wanted to get the spiritual benefits and the feeling of connection with my Lord. So I devised a plan how to get the most out of the month that is filled with so much blessings as Allah states in the Quran what means,
[O you who believe! Fasting is prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, that you may become pious.] (Al-Baqarah 2:183)
Prophet Muhammad also said,
"Allah the Majestic and Exalted said: "Every deed of man will receive ten to 700 times reward, except Siyam (fasting), for it is for Me and I shall reward it (as I like). There are two occasions of joy for one who fasts: one when he breaks the fast and the other when he will meet his Lord." (Muslim)
The Prophet also said,
"Whoever fasts during Ramadan with faith and seeking the reward from Allah will have his past sins forgiven. Whoever prays during the nights in Ramadan with faith and seeking the reward from Allah will have his past sins forgiven. And he who spends the night of Qadr (the night of power) in prayer with faith and seeking the reward from Allah will have his past sins forgiven." (Al-Bukhari)
My plan is basically my day to day routine set out so that I won't deviate from it. I have put it clear and simple in a timetable to share it with you.
Time of Fajr: Pray Sunnah and fajr prayer and read at least 2 pages of Quran.
6am: Daughter wakes up, get her ready for the day, and prepare her breakfast.
7am: Go to work (this only applies Tuesday, Wednesdays and Fridays until 12.30).
8-12.30: At work (while at work I try to make lots of dhikr and read Quran during my break) but if not at work, I usually use this time to educate my daughter on Ramadan and what it is all about.
1pm: Return home. Prepare food for iftar.
2pm: Pray Dhur.
3pm: Watch Islamic cartoons with my daughter and movies on the life of the Prophet Muhammad.
5pm: Welcome home my husband from work and perform Asr Prayer.
5-Iftar: Family time, reading Quran and talking in general about Islam.
Iftar: Pray and eat.
After Iftar: Husband goes to mosque and I put my daughter to bed.
Then it's my time which I spend reading Quran and prayer then prepare the sahur ( the pre dawn meal)
This timetable helps me get thorough the month. It might not be a perfect one, but it helps me not to waste this special time which is full of goodness and reward.
There are some points that I always put in mind throughout the whole month of Ramadan that the devils are chained up as the following hadith tells us:
"When Ramadan comes, the gates of Paradise are opened and the gates of Hell are closed, and the devils are put in chains."(Bukhari).
Many people interpret that this hadith means if one commits sins during the month of Ramadan, it is because of one's own weakness; as the devils have been chained up. This really motivates me to make sure I purify my heart and have good thoughts and intentions.
I actually found this for some reason reassuring, knowing this gave me a sense of security and confidence.
Another strong motive that encourages me during this month is knowing that the great Quran was revealed to us in this blessed time to guide us and help us in our lives.
Allah says in the Quran what means,
[The month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Quran, a guidance for mankind and clear proofs for the guidance and the criterion (between right and wrong)] (Al-Baqarah 2:185)
The actual night that the Quran was revealed on to the Prophet Muhammad is called the night of Qadr. To stand in prayer on this one night is said to be better than a thousand months of worship. So during the last ten nights of Ramadan we should try and stay up as much as we can reading Quran and making duaa.
I found this so hard in the beginning to stay up especially as I get up early for fajr prayer. However when I finally did get up and prayed Tahajjud (late night prayers), I felt fantastic the rest of the day I was not tired from lack of sleep. On the contrary, I felt energized and uplifted, both spiritually and mentally.
Ramadan is often called "the month of the Quran". Because of this, Muslims should try to attempt to recite as much of the Quran as they can during the month.
Most mosques try and recite one thirtieth of the Quran each night during the Tarawih prayer. You can experience the delight in prayer with such a large congregation feeling you are part of the Ummah, past and present, doing what has been asked of you by our Lord and the practice of the Prophet and his Companions. Add to that the joy and satisfaction of knowing at the end you completed the whole Quran in prayer (if you can manage finishing it).
Near the end of the month of Ramadan, we wait for the new moon to signal the start of Eid. I must admit I love to go and do my Eid shopping in the market in the hustle and bustle, whether I am at home or away, and finding a special something for my daughter.
You also get a feeling of accomplishment knowing you have fasted the whole month.
On the morning of Eid, you go to pray Eid prayers and make sure you paid your Eid Zakah before the prayer,.
During Eid, you get a feeling of joy and a sense of togetherness with your neighbours and friends which you might not get a chance to feel during the other months of the year.
Amirah Bouraba converted at the age of 15 in 2003 and since then she has been trying her best to learn more about Islam. She is a teacher at a local Islamic school teaching Islamic studies and also working for the Islam Channel for a program called 'City Sisters'. In her spare time she is studying at Oxford University on the subject of understanding Islam and the Muslims. In 2007, she became a mother for the first time to a baby girl called Safia.

2009-08-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

From Pork to Islam
By Hamed Al-Moatasem

Islam's dietary habits, including the prohibition of pork, led a curious Jang to read about the Muslim faith. (Reuters)
It was around 10:00 a.m. Beijing time, nearly three hours till the Friday prayer, when the young man approached to the mosque.
Jang stood for sometime outside at the mosque's doorstep hesitant to step in, especially with a "Muslims Only" sign in Chinese, English and Arabic attached to the gate .
He finally defeated a whiff of indecision and walked into the Muslim place of worship.
"Can we help you?" asked the mosque's leading imam.
"I want to become a Muslim," answered Jang.
The smiling imam welcomed him and accompanied him to the Islamic Society office, attached to the mosque.
They offered Jang three booklets on Islam to know more about the faith he wants to embrace.
To their surprise, the young man said he not only read the booklets but also many other books on the Muslim faith.
Jang engaged the imams in a discussion that proved to them he knew what he was about to do.
One imam walked him into Islam with the pronouncement of the Shahadah; testifying that there is no god but Allah and that Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) is His Messenger.
It All Started With Pork
Jang, who changed his name to Selim, sat down with IslamOnline.net after the ceremony to talk about his journey to Islam.
"It all started with pork," he said with a smile.
Islam's dietary habits, including the prohibition of pork, led a curious Jang to read about the Muslim faith.
"I perused medical journals and devoured books for an answer."
Islam considers pigs unclean because they are omnivorous, not discerning between meat or vegetation in their natural dietary habits unlike cows and sheep for instance, which eat only plants.
Some scientists say eating pork can cause no less than seventy different types of diseases.
"I found the same conclusion in traditional Chinese medicine, which does not recommend eating pork and designated it as the most harmful and least healthy meat," said Selim.
A jubilant Selim joined an extended family of more than 30 million Muslims in China, according to official data.
Islam came to China via Muslim businessman during the era of the Tang Dynasty 1300 years ago.
There have also been reports of companions of the Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) coming to China.

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2009-08-09T13:13:00.000-07:00

LOVING A SAILOR IS HIGH PRICE TO PAY

LOVING HIM TRULY IS HARD WHEN HE IS AWAY

IT’S BEING ALONE WITH NOTHING TO HOLD

IT’S BEING YOUNG, BUT FEELING SO OLD

IT’S HAVING HIM WHISPER HIS LOVE FOR YOU

IT’S WHISPERING BACK YOU LOVE HIM TOO

THERE COMES A KISS & A PROMISE FOR MORE

AS HIS SHIP SLOWLY GLIDES AWAY FROM THE SHORE

RELUCTANTTLY, PAINFULLY, LETTING HER GO

WHILE YOUR INSIDE ARE DYING FROM WANTING HIM SO

WATCHING HIM LEAVE WITH EYES FULL OF TEARS

STANDING ALONE WITH YOUR HOPES, DREAMS & FEARS

IT’S SENDING A LETTER WITH THE STAMP UPSIDE DOWN

TO A FAR AWAY LOVE IN A FAR AWAY TOWN.

IT’S GOING TO TEMPLE TO KNEEL & PRAY

AND REALLY MEANING THE THINGS YOU SAY

BEING IN LOVE WILL FOSTER YOUR DREAMS

OF THAT FAR AWAY SAILOR YOUR MIND FAIRLY BEAMS.

DAYS GO OFF & NO MAIL FOR A SPELL.

YOU WAIT FOR SOME WORD TO HEAR THAT HE’S WELL

THEN A LETTER ARRIVES, AND YOU ARE GIVEN IN

TO OPEN HIS LETTER & READ IT WITH A GRIN

YES, HE IS WELL & MISSES YOU SO

AND FILLED WITH THE LOVE YOU WANTED TO KNOW

WEEKS ARE LIKE MONTHS, AND MONTHS ARE LIKE YEARS

YOU WAIT FOR THE DAY WHEN YOU’LL HAVE NO MORE FEARS

DAYS GO BY SLOWLY , HOW MANY HAVE PASSED

THEN SUDDENLY YOU REALIZE IT’S HERE AT LAST

YES, LOVING A SAILOR BITTERNESS AND TEARS

LONLINESS, SADNESS & DESPONDANT YEARS

LOVING A SAILOR IS NO FUN

BUT IT’S WORTH THE PRICE WHEN THE BATTLE IS WON

AND REMEMBER HE IS THINKING OF YOU EVERYDAY

HE’S SAD & HE’S LONELY WHILE SO FAR AWAY

SO LOVE HIM & MISS HIM & HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH

BE STRONG & HAVE FAITH, WIPE THAT TEARS FTROM YOUR EYES

YOUR MAN’S A SEAFARER, LIKE THAT OLD ANCIENT TRADER

IT’S A HIGH PRICE YOU PAY FOR LOVING A SEAFARER.

i got something 2 say!

2009-07-23T10:25:00.000-07:00

hmm.....long time havent write.....not bz...just feeling a bit lazy 2 write....nobody wil mad at me!
coz this blog is mine!im able 2 do anything i wish and like.........

jus now i watch ANJAKAN PARADIGMA`~~~~~astro oasis.........hosting by professional motivator.......dr fadzillah kamsah...emmm.....discussing about life matter......

hw 2 be real apologiser??kindda hard nowadays...coz people bcame more arrogant......proud with status and standard....not ISO STANDARD....jus feel themselves standardize hustler!

~~~special guest...ahaaH! guess who guys! ABBY ABADI.....deal with question and answer relate to marriage matter.....more to divorcy....yaa....im nt that excellent to involve bt as a human , even u are small kids....u gt ur own opinion bout each thing happen on earth depend on your age and maturity!

so...as a lesson...we should able to realize that during lifetime.....human are free to do anything....freedom is damn important!......kill each other....enemy....those gadget really make world miserable!...had they understand this???(4 those feel ure really into it)

just now i did sms....my friends asked me.....what the difference between comae and pengsan??
heehee....based on my mind...without dictionary.....simply told him that....COMAE`~ ,means mind beyond reality....can see,hear n feel surrounding bt cannot be displayed physically......while...PENGSAN more 2 reality control demand...cannot see,feel ur here...bt can be done with physical touch! that person will wake up again.............simple right?

esok JPJ!

2009-07-20T09:36:00.000-07:00

sok Jpj!adoy...cane ney...cuwak plak!tabley tito la...mate aqu still tekebel-kebel dpn lptop ney...uh.uh...cuwak nye....kene wat smayg ajat ney!hehe...kkkkjapgy aqu bwat......diowg kate muke jpj garang...emmm....camney ke?

yeke camtue?cuwak je?tapy if dpt jpj nsem....emmm.cane aek?hehe.....begeta-geta atie qu iniey!huhu....:)

wateva pray 4 me kkk!hehe.....

+ 3k_kisaH.kAsih.kiTa_ +

2009-07-18T13:18:00.000-07:00

_INTRODUCTION_

"Louis...i gt something 2 tell u.."....ili berkata-kata...."i.."yes honey...i love you 2....".....potong louis tanpa mendengar sepenuhnya...."yes...u do...bt i.."bisiknya perlahan..sendirian..tenang tanpa gugup....hanya dia yang tahu apa yang tersirat di hatinya ..louis tidak mendengar...dia sibuk menangkap gambar pemandangan di situ...sungguh indah........halifax,canada....gunung hijau dan suasana nyaman......"great capture!"honey..i gt it!"...louis menjerit keriangan...puas dengan gambar terakhir yang diambilnya...di kala itu...."
Louis,.jurutera marin..27..sofistikated...wajah ala chinese namun menggunakan sepenuhnya bahasa inggeris sewaktu bertutur....hmmm..'short detail' untuk jejaka kacak ini...cukup kali ini...ili aufa...gadis cantik dari timur....bertudung..beragama islam....tertib dalam segala perbuatan dan percakapan.....cuma bertindak sedikit tergesa-gesa dalam pemikiran...menyebabkan dia seringkali sukar menyelesaikan soal kehidupannya sendiri...ulat buku dan open minded...cuma...cuma apa?...emm...segalanya akan dirungkai.....
...ivy..nak tahu siapa ivy?.....teruskan baca cerita seterusnya...bak kata pepatah...hanya permata yang mengenal manikam...jadi andaikan anda sebagai permata...yang sedang berusaha mengenal manikam...kisah kasih kita...

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CHAPTER 1

BANG!..suasana tegang seketika.....para jurutera terkejut...tea break time.."whats going on?...tanya louis sedikit bimbang..lantas dicapainya telefon automatik...sementara yang lain keluar memeriksa engine utama..pegawai deck mengangkat.."sir...bad news!our ship just had grounding...we already asked for a help from shore..they will come within 30 minutes..order from captain sir..."terang pegawai junior itu terang-terangan...."damn!why again?".....louis memaki dalam hati..."what the hell were they doing up there huh??!sleep?...too much drinking?huh...totally shit!"bentak louis marah-marah....jurutera lain hanya mendiamkan diri..."sir..i think they did wrong in passage plan..this is not the first time...already 3rd time!"tambahmikhail..selaku jurutera ketiga..."hmm...maybe they did wrong with the depth report...they were not supposed!it will affect our company reputation!...tegas louis...bercakap berdasarkan pengalamannya...dia sememangnya seorang yang berkaliber....diakui oleh semua staff kapal.."i wanna have a look outside...,"all of you did finish with engine routine and take sounding for each tank...carefully..report to me as soon as possible if theres something wrong...okay?"pinta Louis lagi..."yes sir!"sambut mereka.Louis berlalu pergi...

buat sekian kalinya....Louis menjejakkan kakinya diatas deck kapal yang dipandunya selama ini...."wow!"...dia sungguh taksub melihat keindahan alam ciptaan....ciptaan siapa?dia tidak mengerti..."who create the nature?"persoalan yang sering mengundang pelbagai persepsi seorang free thinker...Louis termenung seketika....."Balcony class view is absolutely great!"..detiknya dalam hati...hmmm...seindah namanya Ruby Filis Ex-Cruise...kapal mewah perairan Carribean....Kisah kasih bakal bermula..tiada siapa tahu......

"eh..kenapa pulak kapal stop ney aaa?"ivy tersedar dari tidur...segelas air dicapainya..bt..ivy memerhatikan paras air gelas itu..."what?senget sebelah la..is this real?"dia mengosok-gosok matanya lagi...level meniscus air sedaya upaya diamati..."YUp! correct!exactly!".."what happen hm?"....peluh basah memenuhi dahi...dia cemas....jika betul sangkaannya...TITANIC!perkataan itu melintas di benaknya..."1500 victim died averagely..."petikan berita akhbar yang masih diingati....lantas lifejacket dan bungkusan immersion suit dicapai!..."oh god!"..tanpa berlengah..dia berlari keluar...melihat ramai orang bersesak-sesak...dia cemas...matanya dipejam rapat..."god save me!"...doa dalam hati..kekesalan teramat sangat...sejadah berabad tidak disentuhnya....dia menangis ..kaget!

Matanya tertancap ke arah sesuatu......seorang wanita menangis teresak-esak..Pelik!..Dia menghampiri perlahan-lahan..."emm...sorry...emm..miss...madam..emm..what happen?why do you cry?anything i can help?"..Louis menyusun atur katanya...pertama kali menyapa wanita yang tidak dikenali.....first time facing woman!..emm...dia panik..sekali lagi bertanya.."miss ,you need a helP?"...ivy terkejut...sayu wajahnya memandang lelaki itu.."damn beautiful! Louis berkata perlahan....tanpa disangka-sangka...SSSUP!Louis terkejut..Wanita itu memeluknya sambil menangis.."help me please!help me!i dont want to die yet!please!"...rayu Ivy...Louis tersentak...Otaknya berhenti berfungsi seketika..."emm..whats wrong miss??i couldnt understand!what do you mean?die?are u going to kill yourself?"...Ivy terdiam...dia pelik mendengar soalan Louis..."dia tak rase pape ke?takot ke?kapal ni kan nak tenggelam!selamba je...siap bole senyum lagi..Ivy berkata dalam hati..."u didnt feel scared?"tanya Ivy..."Scared of what?"Balas Louis..perempuan ney peliklah...dala tak pasal2 peluk aku..takut mati pulak..eisyyy...berkerut=kerut dahinya berfikir.."scared of die...this ship is goin to sink very soon right?TItanic just need 2 half an hour to sink completely!majority die..only 136 people safe!the rest all die..plus...water is just -2 degree!human body getting weak and their brain will stop working which can cause brain off! bad die! oh god!please...i dont want to die yet...."Ivy mengeluarkan segala input dari otak kiri dan kanannya....Louis membiarkan sahaja wanita itu...

Tiba-tiba....'WAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA....Louis ketawa berdekah-dekah sambil memegang perut...unexpected!jawapan Ivy betul-betul menggelikan hatinya...tak pernah jumpe makhlok bumi kelakar macam ni!.."Is that the main reason u were hardly crying my deeeeeerrr??."Louis bertanya dengan sisa ketawa yang masih berbaki!tak tahan .lawak sangat!haha.
Ivy terdiam.."why are u laughing huh?im not joking okey!:..Ivy bangun berhadapan dengan Louis.."im nt a joker!i hate joke!"Ivy menegaskan lagi statementnya itu.."yes...u hate joke..i do so...bt just now ure the most funniest joker on earth!haha...did u know that?had u realize all those things u spoke out?hmm?''balas Louis seraya mengenyitkan mata...Ivy terdiam..betola!btola pe aqu cakap!gila!this guy is really crazy!Ivy mengumpat dalam hati...Dah nak mati pon bole ketawa lagi!those surrender to faith of death..will still laughing even death note are flying around the corner...Ivy membuat kesimpulan sendiri..."Can u please stop talking alone?emm?im still human in front of you!im still exist okey!haha..by the way...ure still living ..this ship will not sink !under control!just had grounding.. dont feel too worry!...n...let me introduce myself...im Louis!"panjang lebar Louis menerangkan.."What??r u sure?huuuuuuuuuuuuu...praise to god!i thought im going to die here!hehe........yup!Louis right?Im emm...nk bagi name timur ke barat eak?emm..k Louis..im Ivy..."....balas Ivy setelah agak lama berfikir..mereka berpandangan dan ketawa...muke Ivy merona merah menahan malu!

++ kiddy.lala ++

2009-07-18T12:57:00.000-07:00

hmmm....fes time writing here...actuallly dun know where to start...looking for posting site..emm......haha...juz now found it....crack my head!depend to above title....WHAts that??wanna speak out something...about past first...what we commonly did in our past time!hehe..lets check it 0ut!huhu:)..............coz this is my first post..s0 i will Talk bout myself...kkkk...deal.....scr0ll d0wn 2 kn0w m0re!

ibu n ME!,,..when i was smally kiddy,ibu called me BUDAK KUAT NANGES!!......